| Location | Northants |
| Age | 12 days |
| Cause of Death | Cot Death/Sudden Infant Death Syndrome |
| Date of Birth | 26/03/2009 |
| Date of Death | 07/04/2009 |
| Visitors | 6,495 since 24/04/2009 |
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Baby Alex was born on 26th March 2009 at 4.02 am. I had to be induced at 38 weeks due to pre eclampsia. Alex was 6lb 15oz and I couldnt believe the love I felt for him, that feeling every mother talks about, but I thought you could never love anything as much as I love Alex.
At 4 days old Alex was admitted into hospital, he was highly jaundice, dehydrated and his blood acid levels were dangerously high, he almost needed a blood transfusion :( He was in an incubator for 2 days and on a drip for 4 days. My little monkey came back fighting and he was like a different baby, but of course still my perfect boy.
We was allowed home when Alex was 8 days old and he was so content and he actually cried to be fed :) I couldnt believe what a difference there was.
When Alex was 11 days old we had the best day as a family, just me Alex and his Daddy. We did what we wanted, no visiting family and no family visiting, just the 3 of us. That night we had our first photos taken as a family, and I'm soooo glad we took them as they were to be the last photos of our precious little monkey. Our perfect son passed away in his sleep in the early hours of Tuesday morning when he was just 12 days old. He died on 7th April the day before his EDD of 8th April 2009 :(
It hurts so much, we miss him so bad.
'Sweet Dreams Little Man, Mummy and Daddy will always love you, you'll always be our perfect son, and we will never forget about you and always talk about you. Floaty kisses to you my Angel Baby xxxx
~♥~ ONLY THE BEST ~♥~
A heart of gold stopped beating
Two shining eyes at rest
God broke our hearts to prove
he only takes the best
God knows you had to leave us
But you did not go alone
For part of us went with you
The day he took you home
To some you are forgotten
To others just a part of the past
But to us who have loved and lost you
The memory will always last.
♥xxxxxxxxxxxx♥
We have your post mortem results now Son, there was no reason for your death, which makes it all the more harder :(
We hope you are having fun in Heaven with all your little Buddies and arent being too much of a little monkey :) Love you, Sweet Dreams xxx
Mummy and Daddy are now having another little baby, thank you so much for sending us a gorgeous baby sister for you. We promise to tell her all about you. Love you always xxx
Daisy was born on 29th January 2010 and we are so proud of you for watching over her and helping her live this long,. She will be 1 next month, you are the biggest heaven and earth double act to exist, you have this bond without you even being here, I know exactly when youre here
Another new year starting without you baby boy :( what I would do to just hold you one more time :( I miss you so so much, its so unfair. Floaty kisses to Heaven to you my precious Little Man, love you forever and a day xxxxxxxxxxxxxxx
Thinking of you today on your two year angelversary. Play in the clouds with my Jenson and the other angels and wrap your arms around your family tonight while they sleep. They miss you very much.
Fly high and shine bright little man. xx
For Little Alex xx
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A tiny prince in the clouds, sleeping softly, up so high,
We never got to say goodbye, through all the years we will ponder why?
Rest your head tiny prince, snuggle up tight,
Its time to say night night.
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Love from Angel Millie Jo Carlin and Beth x
:( Alex time isnt a healer, I miss you more now than ever. it hurts so bad :( All I want is to have you back, infact all I want is for you to have never leftin the first place :'( I know thats not youre fault, you had to go, but its just not fair :( we had so much planned together. We have just booked our first family holiday, and as much as I know you will be there in spirit its just not the same is it :( I want you here, to hold your hand, have night night snuggles, do what mummy and son should do :( but I will never have you will I :( I cant wait til I can see you again. I love you forever and a day x
Miss you x
Alex it hurts so bad, what I would do to have you back :( Daisy is nearly 1 now (next month) and its unbelievable watching her do all the things you never get to do :'( why cant life be fair and let us still have you here? I dont want to visit your stone and make you look loved, I want you here to cuddle. Oh I miss you so much. I know you have been visiting us, and have taken a liking to a certain toy of Daisy's, you make me jump when you play with it and all the light bright up but I love knowing youre around. Love and miss you always. Sweet Dreams Little Man xXx
sent with love
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God needed an angel in heaven
When Jesus lived upon the earth so many years ago,
He called the children close to him because he loved them so.....
And with that tenderness of old, that same sweet, gentle way,
He holds your little loved one close within his arms today.....
And you’ll find comfort in your faith that in his home above
The God of little children gives your little one his love....
So think of you little darling lighthearted and happy and free
Playing in God’s promised land where there is joy eternally.
Helen Steiner Rice
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